January 31, 2015 § Leave a comment
I don’t really do drugs that often. Okay, that’s not true. In an average
day I may wake up and drink two cups of black coffee with breakfast. At
school I tend to subsist entirely on black tea pilfered from Aramark. When
I get home chances are I will smoke a couple joints, and as the caffeine
wears off I may start drinking alcohol. Over the years I’ve learned to
manage the frenzied effects the combination of weed and alcohol have on
my brain and can now get pleasantly twisted for dirt cheap without the
nasty side effects. Such is life.
Then came Adventures in Love, a party at the KXA. I went with a girl.
Love was a factor here. I hadn’t been to a rave or done ecstasy since
I was sixteen. Since then my take on the so-called Electronic Music
Festival scene was as follows: What was originally a serious reincarnation
of the psychedelic counterculture got co-opted and transformed into
an apathetic and hedonistic drug orgy. On this night I was to test this
hypothesis by getting ripped on E and Ketamine and attempting to blend
in. You could call it participant observation.
We walk from the fluorescents into the noisy main room lit by trippy
lights and a projector show. I soon find the bar—which would have been
unheard of at a rave ten years ago—and get a double gin. The sparse
crowd grooves away to fast obnoxious electronic music while various
drinkers milled around the bar.
“This would be way better with more people,” Courtney yelled in my ear,
“or a smaller room.” This seemed to be true, but no amount of drugs
would inspire me to dance to that music. And I expected to be a minority
in this, but friends of mine who can actually dance echoed this sentiment.
So after acquiring some pure MDMA and K and hitting it, we made our
way to the chill room. This second room was much more comfy; with
chairs and couches it felt like cocoon. The fellows behind the tables spun
music that contained such luxuries as melody, harmony, texture and a beat
closer to the tempo of the human heart.
Needless to say, as the drugs came on we just sat there and enjoyed the
enhanced sensation, increased empathy and compassion with the ambient,
beautiful and sometimes eerie music. I had to fight back the urge to tell
my friends I love them. The dancers were amazing. I had that inimitable
fuzzy head feeling you can only find with psychedelics. My thoughts
became clear as a bell, dawning on me a great deal of insights. We traded
back rubs. Love.
At one point I wandered back into the main room to check on Robyn.
“This is like heavy metal compared with what we were just listening to!”
I griped. Covered in sweat, Robyn danced alone. She later said that guys
would come up and try to grind like they do at the bar, not getting the
point, and she’d stop dancing altogether. We soon left. Early. Props to
Byron Dreamweaver, the chill room shaman.
The next morning people were all over the roof for some reason, and
strangers in funny costumes were sucking some sort of gas from a
balloon. It struck me as a little odd.
February 23, 2014 § Leave a comment
In the end, the jar filled high enough and I had made enough money to split an apartment with the Exners. The dog walking put me over. So as I counted my cash and realized that I’d made it I sighed a private sigh of relief. I was sick of playing “The Hockey Song”. One critical game remained though: the men’s gold medal hockey game, set to occur at noon on this the last day of the Olympics, just a stone’s throw from the Exners’ place.
Saturday had been an interesting night; noon came early. I’d set my mental clock and got up. I then sat across from the Exners’ bed and mouth trumpetted the tune to “Oh Canada”. They hesitantly got up and we turned on a stream of the game. As before, we didn’t think we wanted to be downtown if Canada lost to the Americans, we liked that we sat near the edge of downtown, but we felt like getting a big closer and joining our fellow citizens.
I suggested that we watch the third period at the Ivanhoe. It was right on the edge of downtown, so if Canada won we could join the celebrations, but if Canada lost we could walk away and avoid the grumpy crowds. I’d been talking to Hannah about this idea before, so I called her up and we made a plan to watch the final period there, a quick walk from the Exners’ flat. For the life of me, I couldn’t find my ‘Canada Hockey’ shirt my dad had given me, so I borrowed Mykel’s custom hoodie which had an image of an upside down American flag on fire, with the slogan ‘Erase Errorism’ under it. If I couldn’t wear my Canada Hockey shirt, I may as well wear a shirt featuring anti-American sentiment.
We found standing room with the rest of the Ivanhoe crowd and watched the game. It seemed like the usual Ivanhoe crowd, just with more Canada jerseys — an unpretentious working class bunch with a higher proportion of First Nations than most places in Vancouver. All eyes trained on the screens and hopeful smiled abounded.
We paused for a safety meeting outside at the park before overtime was to begin. We walked out to a ring of stones in the grass. “Each of these stones represents a woman who was killed by her husband” Hannah informed us.
“Really?” I asked rhetorically as I studied the stones. I’d scarcely even noticed their existence before, let alone realized their meaning. A hush came over us as we contemplated the stones, the women and the pleasant, mild Winter day.
Everyone knows what happened in the game. Sydney scored the golden goal, Canada won and the glee spread all over. Smiles, celebrations and high fives all around. We walked over to Main Street skytrain station and joined a caravan of people all also headed downtown. People were yelling and raving all over, horns and cheers blanketed the city.
We got off at Granville and as we rode that steeeep escalator up to street level everyone going down was high-fiving everyone coming up and vice-versa. It was like a high-five orgy everywhere you looked. Hannah started filming and said to the camera jokingly “People are the happiest they’ve ever been.” The way I remember it though, people really did seem the happiest they’ve ever been. When we got out to the street our senses were assaulted with madness. Granville was closed to vehicle traffic so it was filled with people, dancing, jumping around, cheering. Even the few people you could see wearing non-Canada colours seemed happy.
Some ladies pointed at the flag on my sweater and gave me a thumbs down as I passed. I couldn’t tell if it’s because it looked like an American flag and they were Canadian or if they were American and didn’t like to see their flag disgraced.
Out of the blue we ran into Hayley Sales, who is from the same little town on Vancouver Island as me. We looked at each other sort of stunned to run into each other in such bizarre and intense circumstances. Up from Georgia there were painted elevated stages for people to sit on and people jumped from one to the other making an off kilter resonating rhythmic backdrop as we passed.
At Robson a crowd of cheering excited people literally engulfed us. I lost the Exners in the shoulder to shoulder mass of people. Everyone looked at each other with glee, confusion and excitement as we took some sort of group-mind, like seeing a culture of bacteria grow in a petri dish on fast-forward.
Hannah and I stayed next to each other as we became the crowd. We lost the Exners though, and wound up being spit out on the north side of the intersection. We took that opportunity to walk down to the Aboriginal stage and see what was going on there.
“Oh, Skeena Reece is playing!” Hannah said. I’d heard of Skeena. There she stood on stage in a vibrant red and black embroidered dress. She had a commanding presence on stage. I hung out at the side while Hannah talked to some people she knew. The vibe of the Aboriginal stage felt very muted compared to the rest of the city. I saw about as much black as I saw red in the audience. Her music sounded soft and soothing, a mellow counterpoint to the roaring, celebrating city.
One Aboriginal guy stood in the middle of the spotty crowd wearing a flag and holding a drum. It looked like he was surveying the sky beyond the stage for a bit, then he shook his head, started banging his drum to a completely different beat than Skeena’s song, turned and walked away while still banging on his drum until he eventually joined the hockey fans.
Between songs Skeena made reference to the missing and murdered women, noting that a lot of family members here and across the country will go to sleep tonight not knowing where their mother, daughter, aunt etc is and what happened to her. A hush fell over the audience as we considered this, amplifying the noise outside our little bubble. She then performed her chilling and beautiful song “Where Are You Tonight?”
Before her next song she said “battered women goes up on nights when there’s a hockey game. This goes out to all the women who’re gonna get beat tonight…” And before another one she said something to the effect of: “If you find people out there spreading their poisonous nationalism, give them one of these, because nationalism is an infectious disease.” She showed the crowd a face mask like you’d find in a hospital. She handed the masks to her assistant in the front row, who started handing them out to people in the audience. I didn’t take one, nor did I raise my hand in solidarity when she asked us too. It’s not that I didn’t feel what she was saying, but I felt as though I were a journalist, and that I should stand at the side and observe rather than participate (and that I’d want to write down these Olympic memories later). I felt good that I got to see this side 0f the day, and that the Olympics in Vancouver were such that an anti-nationalist artist could be booked right in the middle of an orgy of nationalism and for that to be okay. It reflects on Vancouver, this place of great extremes and paradoxes.
I have to admit that even though I’m not a very nationalistic person, I definitely got caught up in the excitement of Canada winning the Olympic Hockey gold. I’m know the excitement of the hockey and madness of Vancouver after the gold medal game will remain as one of the most vivid and amazing memories of my life.
The main thing about Canada that makes it ridiculous is that climate and cultural zones run north-south in North America, but the border between Canada and the USA is an arbitrary line in the sand running east-west. One thing that does run east-west though, is the snow line — the cold. Cold bonds Canadians together, so I guess it should come as no surprise that this funny sport on ice with the L-shaped sticks bonds Canadians too, even me; even I feel bonded by this glue.
My feelings about hockey changed as a result of this Olympics. For one, in international hockey the players don’t fight. It just goes to show that they don’t have to fight in this sport, and this violence-lite version of the hockey revealed to me that international play is a purer form of the game. Eventually I got myself some street hockey gear and started playing on my deck and in my neighbourhood. I even taught my Bangladeshi roomie how to play.
I could have busked that Sunday after the game and I would have made a lot of money despite my lack of Canadiana tunes and appearance. I heard stories later of people making buckets of money. I’d reached my goal though — enough money to get a tiny room in a shitty ground-level apartment in Burnaby and get my life back on track–so I took it easy on Sunday and didn’t worry about money.
In the end, the Olympics wasn’t the boon Minna my dancer friend had hoped for either. The club had doubled the commission the dancers have to pay the club, upped the cover charge and, of course, raised the price of alcohol. This caused the regulars to stay home, and evidently the tourists had other things to do as well.
This seemed to be the case all around. Even though we’d been sold the notion that the Olympics would bring us all “economic benefits” just by being in the proximity of it, the result, predictably, was that the tourists stayed within the lines, didn’t wander far from the Olympic zone and thereby shoveled their money at large corporations. This being said, and considering how much our city changed in advance of the games, and with the tenacity of the anti-Olympics movement here, surprisingly, Vancouver had a very positive feel to it for most of the games, especially the second week and, of course, that massive finish. I saw a piece of graffiti in the washroom at Nice Cafe that said: “Good luck touching down after the Olympics Vancouver!” It was a telling statement. For all the foreboding, divisiveness, rapid development and polemics in the ten years preceding the games, once it was on people seemed to shrug their shoulders and try to make the best of it while it was up and going, especially after the protests were finished.
This being said, I heard years later from someone who stayed in the Pivot camp for the whole Olympics, that idiots would come up to the fence and throw stuff like rocks and bottles in and yell obscenities at people, and that people in nearby apartments would hurl abuse and the like out their windows at the camp.
I hit a high that Sunday, but I crashed some in the following weeks. Sure, I’d made rent and could get into a place for the first time in a couple years, but I’d expected / hoped to make way more money, enough to fund my next solo album and jumpstart my music career. In the coming weeks I experienced a great deal of anger, sadness, hopelessness and depression along with poverty and starvation. Eventually I pulled myself out of the house to look for a job on Commercial Drive. I ran into an old acquaintance who reminded me of a local, independent bakery he used to work for. I decided to try to get a job there so I stopped by and picked up an application. The next day when I brought it back I spotted someone who looked like the owner and gave it to him. He looked at it and said “young man, this might be your lucky day.” I’d specifically applied to be a delivery driver, and as I would learn later, he had just fired one of his drivers that day, for taking some COD money and betting on horses with it.
I guess it was my lucky day, because I got hired and I actually started to accumulate money, but I only had to work four days a week so I could still have some time to work on music and such. I’ve had the same job since, got a better place with a deck, yard and garden. I’ve been productive with my music and writing, and I’ve grown quite a lot in the four years since that game.
I remember when Don, the owner of the bakery I got a job delivering for was riding along during my training. “My sales were down during the Olympics” he said, “it was a good time to be selling red and white mittens… but my sales were down 15%.” It’s no secret now that the Olympics has a parasitic relationship with it’s host countries and there’s no doubt that BC got screwed. My home Vancouver has changed immeasurably since it was announced that we’d host the Olympics, and for the most part not for the better.
In the four years I’ve been settled in Vancouver though, I’ve gone to all sorts of amazing beaches, cycled 20 mins from my house to jump in Lynn Creek on a hot day, swam through canyons, mountain biked through the forest on my way to fly fish for salmon, cycled 15 mins to the golf course for crunk pitch n putt and played a concert on a rooftop with my reggae-rock band Hoffman Lenses. Vancouver is still one of the most amazing places in the world to live and it’s worth fighting for.
This morning I got up early to watch Canada win another Olympic gold in men’s hockey. An Olympiad has passed since I started this blog. Now I find myself once again on the verge of a new stage in my life, as I plan leave my beloved Vancouver to tour across Canada with Kill Matilda, opening for them as a solo artist. I don’t think I’ll be coming back to my cushy job in this gorgeous city. It’ll be hard to leave this comfort and this place behind me, but I suppose there’s such thing as being too comfortable. It’s frightening and exhilarating; a new adventure awaits!
February 23, 2014 § Leave a comment
This period around the Olympics I often stayed with the Exner’s in a studio flat on 2nd Ave. This was simply a concrete rectangle with a kitchen and bathroom at one end and a deck and window at the other. All sorts of the trappings of musical life stood scattered all over — a piano against one wall, a wardrobe, a telephone booth prop from Doctor Who, amps and guitars strewn about. The space was loosely separated by a divider, and most importantly, a leather couch and love seat faced the wall and a projector lit it up, and we delved into Mariokart.
This Mariokart resurgence marks the only time in my adult life that I really delved into a videogame. I say resurgence because, of course, over the years I’d already invested some time on Kart for SNES and then N64, as I’m sure many of us did. So, when I wasn’t out in the street or at Granville Island pounding out tunes, I raced and I raced and I raced, mostly with Mykel. The screen was literally huge before us and our brains were usually tuned right up for racing through bizarre worlds.
I suppose it’s fitting that during the Olympics, while feats of focus and athleticism were being showcased all around me, that I found myself perfecting my own moves and racing to the finish against people all over the world online. I played so much and with such ferocity around this time that I actually got pretty good and started gaining some cred. You can race as yourself — as your mii, the avatar you’ve made to resemble you — so racing and winning feels that much more satisfying.
Even though I did get into contention with and sometimes win, I noticed that there was still a contingent of MarioKarters who were a class ahead of me. You never know what will happen in the Mariokart world — a bolt of lightning can hit when you happen to hit Bullet Bill, and you rocket into first on the last lap giving you the win, but overall, certain players still held sway most of the time and kept a cred level way higher than mine. I suppose they represented the elite Karters, players who dedicate their lives to the craft of racing through the universe.
I began to admire the Mario universe, for in my mind they had thrown down their arms and decided to vent their competitive energy through the world of go-kart racing rather than out and out war. Could humanity do this too? Could we funnel our aggressions into the world of sport for the betterment of us all?
Over the days busking I had been depositing my excess money into a metal beer stein I’d been storing on their fridge. The amount had slowly been growing.
I saw my friend Minna a few times. She worked as a dancer at a men’s club downtown. One of her coworkers had two Golden Doodles, and one day me and Minna went to feed and walk them for her. I got along so well with the dogs that Minna recommended to her friend that I walk them for her during the busy Olympic rush. I took them to the park and around the block near Hastings and Abbott, past the protest camp organized by Pivot Legal Society — a vacant lot occupied by a plume of red tents peppered with other temporary structures. I looked to the a steady stream of smoke coming from the campfire in the middle and reckoned to myself that I’d like to come back and jam there bef0re the games were through.
We did intend to go down there, the Exners, Dave Roberts and myself, after the hockey game against the Russians. We’d had a few drinks. We didn’t feel we’d go downtown if Canada lost the game. The energy would be just too dark down there. I remember getting downtown, to Stadium station, joining the mass of people streaming out, and summarily losing the gang while I talked to a young woman from France. She seemed nice. I remember walking a long while before seeing her off down the escalator of another station. My memory could be off, but I swear she said she was in Vancouver going to school to be and exterminator.
I’d lost my friends though, so we never did make it down to the protest song to jam around the fire.
The Exners and Dave had a big show with their band Kill Matilda at Pub 340 on the Saturday before the gold metal hockey game and the closing ceremonies. The band was on a hot streak, and to them playing a show in their hometown seemed like a great way to bring their sound to a fresh, international audience. Unfortunately, the city actually lowered the capacity of venues during the Olympics, so during Kill Matilda‘s set their fans, myself included, stood outside in line because the pub’s regulars were still in there from the evening and due to capacity they couldn’t let anybody else in. You had a lot of ticket holding fans standing outside helpless. Mykel came out after the set steaming mad about it.
February 20, 2014 § Leave a comment
Before the 2010 Olympics in Vancouver, they decided to tear up Granville street to make way for the Canada Line. The new light rail line would run straight from waterfront to Richmond and the airport, under the city. In the time when Granville street was being dug up to build the Canada Line, a great gash opened across the city. It felt strange to be down there.
Granville is known historically for being one of Vancouver’s most vibrant and significant streets, and suddenly a huge hole appeared in the middle of it, fenced off on each side. During the day the familiar sounds of construction would emanate from inside the great hole in the street, at night it laid empty and became a huge resonating chamber. I had quite a few busking adventures on Granville street during this period. The street had been reduced to a footpath on each side of the construction fence. The sidewalks had a bit of a claustrophobic feeling to them sometimes, all sorts of foot traffic confined between the construction fence and gaping precipice on one side and the businesses and buildings on the other.
One could get some good busking in during non-construction hours if you could lay claim to a little nook or doorway. Your music would resonate in the great chamber that used to be the street and you could be heard from afar. If you had drums or the like they would echo eerily in the chamber. In the evening you often had happy-go-lucky young people coming by on their way to or from the bars, buzzed, and they’d give you some money and a smile. Sometimes people would stop and request songs. With the construction fence and lack of vehicle traffic it made for a fairly intimate busking scenario. I recall as well though, that so-called “Downtown Ambassadors” or other security people used to come and harass buskers away from there. You never quite knew when one of those guys would come along and ruin the fun.
This brings me back to some of my earliest busking adventures in Vancouver. Outside the Granville skytrain station there was a double wide ascending sidewalk between the Hudson’s Bay Company and the bus stops and the road, under cover of an overhanging concrete roof. Over the years this was a critical busking spot in Vancouver, most notably because it was under cover. A continuously refreshing stream of people came to and from the station; the concrete ceiling made for decent reverb.
Back in 2002 I came down to Vancouver a few times to do stints of work for my dad’s concrete cutting business. I lived mainly in Prince George back then, and my life had taken some strange and difficult turns culminating in my band Dreadlock Nutz breaking up. My forays into the city always felt exciting and vivid. It was a different city then. It felt like I was striking out on my own and testing out my chops in the big city. I’d likely get on the seabus in North Vancouver, marvel with amazement at how big, imposing and impressive downtown Vancouver is against such a stunning natural backdrop and wander up Granville to find a little nook to play in. I noticed that playing near bus stops, where people would have a chance to listen for a while, would work and I’d make a bit of money. In Dreadlock Nutz I had been the guitarist, not the songwriter or vocalist, but on the side I’d started to develop my solo performance skills and been writing songs. Now I had the chance to bring out my skills and practice performance. I know that I wasn’t that good back then, but I showed promise and I captivated some people with my energy. By far the best thing I played in those days was my frenetic interpretation of “Freedom” by Richie Havens and I played it often. I was pretty sharp and creative at the guitar from my experience in the Nutz and hours busking outside the liquor store in PG. I would often improvise and work out ideas on the spot. My singing wasn’t very strong back then though, and I didn’t know very many accessible songs. One song I remember playing fairly well, and a lot, is Pearl Jam’s “Black”.
You never knew what was going to happen. Somebody would come up and want to jam with you on the harmonica, you’d oblige, have good jams, make some money and chat over Caribbean food in a little hole in the wall further up Granville. Or a panhandler would come up and try to aggressively shoo you away because you’re on his block. Granville was a funny, almost carnival-like place. All sorts of food smells and noises swirling about; characters, stores selling bongs, rock shirts, sex toys, mushroom kits. If you walked around and asked around long enough you could find just about anything on Granville. You’d frequently see signs advertising 99 cent pizza, no joke, and certain sub-segments of society surely subsisted off it almost entirely. And a big bank of payphones attracted people from all directions.
Fast forward to 2010: Payphones had become quite scarce. This made my life quite difficult, not having a mobile phone. Luckily, a lone phone stood, covered in graffiti, in front of a convenience store across from Yaletown Roundhouse station where I did much of my busking. One time I phoned Tereza after busking. Shortly after she answered a guy rode up on his bike and fixed himself behind me with his quarter in his hand. “Oh” he said, noting to himself and everyone around that somebody else was indeed on the phone. I proceeded a few words into my conversation with Tereza. “Umm…” he said, shifting anxiously from one foot to the next and back, “Uh, I really need to use the phone” he said.
I turned and looked at him, in no mood for guff. “Don’t you think I wouldn’t be on the phone right now if I didn’t also really need to use the phone?” I said and turned back to my conversation.
“I just really need to use the phone.”
“Well by telling me about it you’re just making it longer until you use the phone since right now I’m busy talking to you, wasting both of our time, rather than talking on the phone.”
He crossed his arms and paced up and down for a few seconds before getting on his bike and taking off.
Let’s say next I called Conrad. He hadn’t been answering my calls. I’d been using a calling card to make all my calls so I wouldn’t have to feed quarters into the phone. This made my number come up as an Ontario number on people’s call displays. Surprisingly though, this time someone answered. It was KC, and I could hear Conrad in the background. She’d nabbed his phone and answered it perhaps. She sounded as surprised to hear my voice as I was to hear hers. I hadn’t seen her in a while, but I’d known her from as far back as 2003, when we’d met at The Grind’s open mic in Kamloops. I remember being just amazed the first time I saw her perform; she had an original, percussive style on acoustic guitar tuned in weird alternative tunings, and a distinctive husky voice even then.
Eventually Conrad got on the phone. “Oh it’s you!” he said. “I had no idea this number was you. I was like ‘who’s calling me from Toronto?'”
“You know there’s one way to find out for sure who’s phoning right Conrad?”
“Answer the phone.”
“Oh right, ha ha…”
They were heading down to the Ivanhoe and it was decided that I would meet them down there. The Ivanhoe is essentially a First Nations hang out, which is to say about half the patrons there are First Nations. That actually makes it a pretty chill place to hang out; people are friendly and keep to themselves, it’s totally not pretentious and some of the drinks are actually affordable. It didn’t have the ridiculous premiums put on alcohol everywhere else near the Olympics zone.
At one point when we were buzzed, this deaf guy came up to our table and started signing at us. He pointed at my Canadian flag bandanna which was on the table and mimed someone proudly waving a flag, making a face like a moron.
“This?” I said, picking up the bandanna. I’d been using the Canadian flag to keep my change in (and most of my money consisted of change at that point). I’d lay it out in my guitar case with some coins on it each busking session and people would come put money on it. I handed it to him. His eyes lit up with surprise and laughter when he realized the flag was full of money.
“He likes it!” Conrad said. The guy had just been miming at us about how nationalism is all about money and I’d handed him a literal representation of what he’d been saying. The laughter thickened as the irony set in. I think we wound up having a safety meeting outside the the ol’ guy even.
I don’t remember much more about the night, just good lively feelings as we descended into inebriation. Near the end a Micheal Jackson came on and I mused on how he was a pop music master and how I was sad that he’d died. KC objected.
“I see what your saying about the music” she said “but if he did that, you know, like molesting children and all that, well that just ain’t right”
“Well I don’t think that shit is true. That was just parasitic people trying to used him and take his money” I said.
“Well if he did though, it just ain’t right. That’s all I’m saying”
“Or maybe they tried to set him up because he had so much power and he was awake, who knows?”
“I’m just sayin’ though… if he did…”
I remember another time, I can’t remember why, but I wound up at the Astoria. I remember is was well into week 2 and I’d gotten really sick of Canadian flags, maple leafs and people dressed in all red and white. Therefore, going to the Astoria that night felt like a breath of fresh air. I could breathe. Absolutely no one there looked like a flag. Pretty well right away I noticed that, out of the blue, my love Karla happened to be standing right there by the post noticing me back. I stood stunned and speechless for a few moments as I took her in, big blue eyes, glasses, natural blond hair. She beamed upon seeing me too. We hugged and tried to carry on a conversation despite the loud DJ set going on. I hadn’t seen her in months. She’d taken a semester off of and moved back to Prince George; my house had been renovicted and I’d spent much of the year in Clearwater helping my friend build his house.
We held our cheap cans of PBR and spoke loudly into each others ears. For lack of flags, I did see quite a few Canadiana flannel shirts, you know, counterpointed with skinny jeans and high top skate shoes. Karla hadn’t dressed like a flag, but she’d worked a red scarf and red lipstick into her look. Apparently I’d just missed some bands, and this DJ set was taking over for the rest of the night. (The “DJ Set” consisted of a bearded dude looking at at laptop.) “This music’s pretty good” she said.
“This is not music,” I griped. “There’s absolutely nothing resembling a melody in this song. This is sequenced sound effects and beats. Just sound effects and beats.”
I told her about the busking, how pitifully I was doing and how I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to raise enough money to get a place. She told me she’d broken up with her boyfriend and she felt bad about it. “He was like: ‘I better bring my red pants down to Vancouver for the Olympics!’, and I was like ‘we have to talk.'” It felt warm and familiar to be standing with her talking, but a subtle distance had grown between us.
A new song came on. “This song at least has a bass line” I said, “so at least there are some notes in sequence. This one more resembles music”.
We wound up staying up late at some friends of hers’ house, sleeping on a cot for a few hours and going for an excellent breakfast at Sebs, a meal somewhat out of the price range of the average hobo busker, but which I savoured, as I savoured Karla’s company.
The first time I took the Canada line was at the beginning of the Olympics. Me and Dusty followed the lines of tourists moving slowly down the stairs like zombies. Due to the insane traffic because of the Olympics, a brisk woman stood at the bottom of the stairs with megaphone telling people what to do and where to go and controlling the flow of people into the station. It all felt really silly standing in the stairwell with people all around us at various eye levels because of the many lines and stairs. Seeing how we felt silly already, me and Dusty spontaneously started waving at people waiting in line across from us. “Hi!” we’d say, waving. “We’re from here!”
“It’s true, we’re actually from here!”
“Hello! Hi!” we’d say as people filed by us.
“Welcome to Vancouver!” Some people broke smirks and smiles, a few others waved back.
When you get into the station a disembodied female voice echos above your head. You follow a concrete pathway around blind corners. Conspicuous security cameras watch your every move. It reminds me of 1984. To this day the Canada Line never fails to remind me of a potential dystopic future.
One friend told me that years before Vancouver won the Olympic bid she dreamed of a new subway being built from Waterfront to the airport called the Canada Line. It creeps her out and she never rides it.
February 1, 2014 § Leave a comment
One night I packed up my guitar up before the fireworks. I felt pretty done, and I’d heard of a party later near Chinatown. (I had an address on a piece of paper; I think I’d heard about it from Adrienne.) I walked up toward Mainland. As I walked a striking looking young woman caught up to me from behind. I’m not sure how, but I could tell that she was from here, not a tourist.
“Hey you” she said, “where’s the fireworks? I thought there’s supposed to be fireworks.”
“Oh, they’ll be in like five minutes I think” I said.
“Really?” She seemed thrilled. Where are they?”
“They’re like, that direction.” I pointed back the way I was. I had honestly never seen anyone like her before. Her clothes were all black except a red bandana around her neck, she had brown hair, pale skin, green eyes and red lipstick.
“Oh really?” She craned her head to look where I was pointing, but proceeded swiftly along the direction I was going. I had to pick it up a bit to keep up with my heavy guitar strapped across my back in a soft case “I got out of work a few minutes early to see the fireworks.”
“Well, if you follow me we should be able to see them.” The oddest thing about this girl’s appearance was how she wore multiple articles of black clothing, a black overcoat, black sweater, black pants and even black shoes, but everything was the exact same shade of black. Not a single article was a shade into grey or brown, everything was flat black except her bandana and lipstick, which were the exact same shade of bright red, which emphasized her eyes by contrast.
“OK!” She had a certain hop to her step that I really enjoyed. She seemed like quite the firecracker. I led us down the next street headed toward Pacific Ave, which skirts along the edge of False Creek.
Just as we got there the sky began to alight with fireworks and explosions followed. “Wow!” she exclaimed.
“Yep, isn’t it amazing?” I said sarcastically.
“Oooh… ahhh…” she did actually seem amused by the fireworks. I mean, I like explosions as much as the next guy, but I’d seen the fireworks for several days in a row by now and the novelty had worn off.
“What’s your name?” I asked.
“I was named after one of the characters in Archie.” she said “Can you guess which one?”
“Uhh…” I thought about it. “Veronica?”
“Nope. Try again”
“Umm…” I paused, thinking. “Midge?”
“Wasn’t Reggie kind of a dick though?”
“Yeah, he was always trying to steal Veronica from Archie”
“You were really named after him?”
“Yeah. My mom kind of thought my dad was like Reggie, and they wanted a boy I think, so they called me Reggie”
I introduced myself over the clatter of the fireworks. Mostly she was fixated on the explosions in the sky. “I work at Vera’s Burgers, up there.” She told me, and that she doesn’t really mind it, “at least I don’t have to deal with fucking stupid people”. She had just gotten off work and was heading to East Van.
“Oh my God I fucking love Phil Spector!” she exclaimed when the fireworks were done, grabbing an mp3 player from her pocket.
“You like Phil Spector?” I beamed. Now this was a woman after my heart.
“No, I fuckin’ love Phil Spector!” She plugged one ear bud into her ear, started blaring Be My Baby and singing along. She started hopping along to the beat heading east and I walked along with her.
“Phil Spector’s the greatest” I said “I swear if I had to listen to just one song for the rest of my life it may as well be Unchained Melody.”
“He’s the fucking best! I fucking LOVE PHIL SPECTOR!” she said. I’d never heard a woman talk like this. I felt a bit dizzy. We walked up a pedestrian overpass, unveiling the lights of East Van in the distance.
“And he wrote all those great songs, like, the artists were almost interchangeable…”
“Oh he didn’t write all the songs” she corrected me. “He wrote some of them.”
“Right, right…” I trailed off. She resumed singing and rocking out as we walked. Be My Baby gave way to Angel Eyes. “It’s hard to believe that Phil Spector’s rotting in jail right now hey?”
“What?” She was too into the music for my jive.
“Can you believe Phil Spector’s in jail?” I said, a tad louder.
“Yeah it fuckin’ sucks!”
“Like, what a crazy world hey?” I mused, “who knows how great he would have been if his father hadn’t committed suicide, like if he wasn’t a bit dark he wouldn’t have been so driven and creative, and he probably wouldn’t have made all that great music, but he also wouldn’t have killed Lana Clarkson and get thrown in jail.”
“Yeah.” She just skipped along in her Phil Spector haze. I just walked along for a while.
“What are you up to tonight?” I asked, hoping she might come along to the party. She didn’t answer; she just kept walking briskly, singing: “Angel eyyyee-eyes, I really love you so, Angel eyeeeyes, I’ll never let you go…”
She had put in her second earphone and skipped ahead. At the end of the path I had to go left into Chinatown but she was going straight toward East Van. “See yeah” I said, but she was completely oblivious to me, just carrying on walking, grooving to Phil Spector and singing aloud.
My pace slowed when I got on my own and I took in. It felt nice to be in a neighbourhood far from the Olympic epicenter. I breathed deeply. Not a flag in sight.
I eventually made it to the party. Even though I thought I’d be late, you know, this was after the 10 o’clock fireworks, I found myself actually a bit early and the place was relatively empty. They’d set up a bar in one little nook on the main floor. This big old house had a big living room and they’d put up a small stage in one corner about a foot high and a dude with long bangs set up his drum kit.
After a little while I noticed something was a bit odd about this party. As more people arrived it really sunk in: everybody here was wearing black and white stripes of some kind. I grasped my Pacific Pilsner and looked around. As the place filled up I started meeting some people. I kept expecting somebody to mention something about it. Was this some sort of odd horizontal black and white stripe themed party? I knew these were mostly Emily Carr students and I wouldn’t put it past them. Nobody said anything though and I felt too funny to mention it. In a way I fit in, since I happened to by wearing a corduroy blazer with fairly thick stripes. To stripe purists though, I must have stuck out like a sore thumb.
Eventually I did see a couple people I knew, JF and Jen, and JF happened to be the only other stripe outlier, as he had a shirt with thick black and red stripes, rather than the ubiquitous thin black and white ones.
A band played and I gave them a good listen, good rock n roll based music, and I chatted with the guitar player after his set. I probably dropped a few coins on beers, $4 a pop.
Interestingly, their next door neighbours had decided to have a co-party at the same time. I wound up over there chillin’ for some of the night. Not everyone there was dressed in stripes. Eventually I asked someone: “Um… Is there a reason all the people at the other party are dressed like mimes?” I asked someone.
“Yeah, everyone over there is sort of dressed like mimes, you know, with striped shirts.” I motioned toward one of the stripe wearers who’d migrated over to the co-party. “Like everyone is paying tribute to mimes in their own personal way. I didn’t see any white gloves though I think. Not that many black berets, but a few.”
“I don’t know man.”
“You think it’s on purpose?”
“Who knows? Maybe not.”
“Some kind of hipster thing?” He wasn’t much help.
Eventually I saw Adrienne. I think I was pretty drunk and tired by then. Near the end of the night, Jeff, a guy I’d been philosophizing with for a while, told his friend he was going to take off to go and meet Reggie. “Reggie?” I asked, “a girl named Reggie?”
“Yeah, that’s the girl he’s seeing” his friend Marc said, rolling his eyes a bit.
“What a coincidence” I said, “I’m pretty sure I just met her.”
“Lucky you” Marc said sarcastically as Jeff chuckled and nodded.
In the end I walked back to Gropps Gallery, a big old house turned live in art gallery/creative space with Jen, they fed me some soup, and I slept on the front porch on a couch under cover with a sleeping bag over me. I woke up early to the coos of pigeons.
October 16, 2012 § Leave a comment
I still plan to go back into my brain and notebooks and finish my memoir of busking during the Vancouver Olympics. I’ve been working hard with my heavy reggae band Hoffman Lenses as well as holding down a decent working class job in East Vancouver. A while back I recorded this folk album, mostly at the now-destroyed Gladgnome house. I’m happy with it sitting there on bandcamp for now, but I shall do a bit of re-mixing and release it on CD soon. Hoffman Lenses are just about done our first studio EP and we’re about to release a short-run live album recorded at Iron Road Studios.
That’s a lot in the works. Stay tuned. I shoot off letters every once in a while, in a fit, complete with errors. That’s my main contribution to written culture at the moment: firing off angry, sardonic letters here and there between working and playing in the Lenses. Now that the rains are moving in it will be easier to get some inside work done, like writing and finishing my solo “Lush Album” I’ve been working on for a few years.